Every time I just foolishly standstill
and for endmost minutes admire his presence.
Every time I lust for that one last kiss,
Every time I yearn to caress him
and synchronise my each heart beat with his.
Every time I look at him with doleful eyes for a quick fix.
Every time I feel powerless because I can’t stop him or the moment like this.
Every time I itch to wail and tell the whole world
how dreadful the parting is!
Every time I reassure myself that this ‘The End’
would be a blessing in disguise.
Howbeit, every time, deep down I know,
after few gloomy days,
he will undoubtedly come back;
But this time,
unlike every time,
I will not let his darkness dwindle my radiance.
This time I will discover a sunrise,
that will not only illuminate my skin,
but my wrecked heart and soul as well.